Saturn Return - Part 3: Across the Universes
(Authoress' Note: You might consider reading Saturn Return - Parts 1, 2, and even 4, before reading Part 3.) First, I died. I heard about other people’s “journeys”. So I too was sort of expecting to travel across the Universes, through far off galaxies and nebulae, past shooting stars, red giants, white dwarfs and supernovae. Or to trip the light fantastic on a trippy Lucy-in-the-Skies-with-Diamonds sound and light show of never known before shapes and colors and sounds and sensations. Or to merge with Everything and Everyone that Ever Was and Ever Will Be, coming together in a cosmic orgy of heavenly bodies and souls and energy and essence. Or to confront my demons, slay my dragons, free myself of my shadow self, to dissociate from and transcend my ego and limiting definition of Who I Think I Am. Or, better yet, all of the above. Instead, I think I kind of dissolved into Everything and Nothing, and kind of died. ...